Let me start first when I was
born. I had started using oxygen with my own sense organ (nose) on 9th
September 1991. As I grown up truly I was so cute and charming in my childhood,
it is sure that you would like to fix my baby time snap for your wallpaper (J J J).Okay….let me move
forward I got a name “ROCKY” gifted by my aunt (Bua G) .And so many people
start to add a prefix Dr. (doctor) they called only because it was suit to my
name “rocky doctor” (is it really suit J ?).When I was not more than 5 I made my mind that I
will become a doctor only just because of my name J and the truth is I was completely unknown about a
doctor job. So we can say that my life first aim was to become a doctor .But I was not continuing my
life ambition only a doctor. But as kargil war started I got d feel of being a
patriot and for doing something great for my country India. Since that day I made myself
that I will join the Indian army and one more reason was behind this I belong
to an army background family so I started dreaming of being a army officer.
But only dream is not
enough to get what we want .when I was in 10th class my interest
twisted towards super booming industry that is computer. And I was too good in
that I passed 12th with c s and but still I dreamed to be join
Indian army .I tried three times for N D A with my all effort I do not know why
could I not clear the exam may be lake of my hard work or may b little bad luck
whatever was but I was very depressed with myself and with my luck too. And
sometime I think that I have quality to be an officer .but dreams have no end I
moved myself towards my new talent of computers I started dreaming .As mentioned before that I was a big dreamer for
my childhood. First as a doctor than an army officer and as I moved to my
college life my dreams changed to into a cocktail.
Its not only with me the same
thing happened with every youth as I noticed in my friend .In my view we can
not choose a better carrier till we shall not find in our self ,actually what
we are ?The word “actually” has a elaborate and great meaning in itself. Means
we can not cheat with our self like we shows in front of our friends, family
members, teachers and in community for making ups that I can do it any specific
job , still knowing that we can not do that specific after giving all the
effort .I include a example like so many
students choose science stream after high school just only for making a good
status in society that we are brilliant
in science study but everyone knows the truth that how they
pulled the load of alpha bête gamma ,and
maths tough integral parts? I really was too one of them who just choose
science for getting a good status in friends, in relatives J J.
But now I am going to discuss my
present condition I am still searching what am I in reality? But still my
dreams are waving one bank to another. Sometime I though I must me like Mark Juckerburg
.Why can I not do the big as many one has did .I am still jobless only because
I am really searching the actual talent in me .I do not know that the day will
come or not when I shall know myself and shall do the great as I could find a
status in Google, front page of books and magazines, and a good social status.
I do not want a life as a big part of population is doing, that counting the
working hour, wait for the office off time ,wait for the first date of
month for a fixed salary .I do not want
to mesh up myself in this crowd .But still I am searching myself ,myself, myself and only myself . The day when I will
get the answer you could find my name on Google and I will fulfil whatever I
desired for future.
:Its my first blog and sorry
for typos. J
Rohit
rohit4victory@gmail.com
